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You're anorexic, and it's toxic, and I mean it
Well this can't go on anymore
Cuz I can't take it, I want to break it, and I won't fake it anymore

There was a time when I enjoyed your company
But I'm choking on my smile and it's cracking at the seams
I want to step away without your guilting eyes
I'm tangled in your wreckage and I'm drowning in my lies

You crush me to a pulp when there's nothing else to hold
And when it's more convenient, well you leave me in the cold
I'm not the crazy one, I swear to God it's you
I'm in a maze and I don't trust anything that I once knew

You want self destruction, you want fire and tears
You want pain and misery to justify your fears
And I'm the one you've chosen to follow to your grave
Comfort you and perish, I'm your emotional slave
You're anorexic

You stick your fingers deep inside and vomit up your load
You wonder why I'm angry when you're shoving bullshit down my throat
As you grow thin and skeletal you're making me obese
Feeding me your sick little mind, your poison, your disease

Well, what's next? Are you going to eat me too? And then throw me up, along with all the rest of your shit?

You're anorexic


from Jagged Dreams, released January 1, 2017
David Howard: Vocals, Synthesizers
Sam Clement: Electric guitar, bass
Adam Turner: drums



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David Howard Bennington, Vermont

David Howard is a Bennington graduate who never studied music. He is also the lead singer and co-founder of the band Mystic Force and David and the Adams.

In his free time, he enjoys writing books, music, and making pictures.
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