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Lockdown

by David Howard

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1.
Hurt 04:33
I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting Try to kill it all away, but I remember everything What have I become, my sweetest friend? Everyone I know goes away in the end And you could have it all, my empire of dirt I will let you down, I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts, I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time, the feelings disappear You are someone else; I am still right here What have I become, my sweetest friend? Everyone I know goes away in the end And you could have it all, my empire of dirt I will let you down, I will make you hurt If I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself, I would find a way
2.
Sick of You 03:56
Your socks they smell, your feet they stink You never take a bath Your nose it runs, you bust your buns, You always finish last Oh I am sick of you, I'm so sick, so sick of you I'm sick of you, I'm so sick, so sick of you Your face is gross, you eat my dust You don't know what to do You trust your luck, you really suck, And so I'm sick of you Oh I am sick of you, I'm so sick, so sick of you I'm sick of you, I'm so sick, so sick of you Don't you know? So sick of you The things you say, the things you do Don't you know? So sick of you The things you say, and all the things you do Don't you know? I am so sick of you The things you say, and all the things you do Oh don't you know, I am so sick of you The things you say, and all the things you do Don't you know, I'm so sick of you Yeah, the things you say, and the things you do Say it don't you know, I'm so sick of you Yeah the things you say and every single thing that you do Sick of you, I'm so sick, so sick of you I'm sick of you, I'm so sick, so sick of you I'm sick of you, I'm so sick, so sick of you I'm sick of you, I'm so sick, so sick of you (Human filth)
3.
Radioactive 04:11
I'm waking up to ash and dust I wipe my brow and I sweat my rust I'm breathing in the chemicals I'm breaking in and shaping up And checking out on the prison bus This is it, the apocalypse I'm waking up I feel it in my bones, enough to make my system blow Welcome to the new age, to the new age Welcome to the new age, to the new age I'm radioactive, radioactive I'm radioactive, radioactive I raise my flag and don my clothes It's a revolution, I suppose We're painted red to fit right in I'm breaking in and shaping up And checking out on the prison bus This is it, the apocalypse I'm waking up I feel it in my bones, enough to make my system blow Welcome to the new age, to the new age Welcome to the new age, to the new age I'm radioactive, radioactive I'm radioactive, radioactive All systems go, the sun hasn't died Deep in my bones, straight from inside I'm waking up I feel it in my bones, enough to make my system blow Welcome to the new age, to the new age Welcome to the new age, to the new age I'm radioactive, radioactive I'm radioactive, radioactive I'm radioactive, radioactive
4.
We took a walk that night but it wasn't the same We had a fight on the promenade out in the rain She said she loved me, but she had somewhere to go She couldn't scream while I held her close I swore I'd never let her go Tell me what you wanna know, oh come on, come on, come on There ain't no motive for this crime Jenny was a friend of mine Come on, come on, come on... Oh no I know my rights, I've been here all day and it's time for me to go, so let me know if it's all right I just can't take this, I swear I told you the truth She kicked and screamed while I held her throat I swore I'd never let her go Tell me what you wanna know, oh come on, come on, come on And then you whisper in my ear, "I know what you're doing here" Come on, come on, come on There ain't no motive for this crime Jenny was a friend of mine Come on, come on, come on... Oh no
5.
This was never the way I planned, not my intention I got so brave, drink in my hand, lost my discretion It's not what I'm used to, just wanna try you on I'm curious for you, caught my attention I kissed a girl and I liked it The taste of her cherry chapstick I kissed a girl just to try it Hope my boyfriend don't mind it It felt so wrong, it felt so right Don't mean I'm in love tonight I kissed a girl and I liked it I liked it No I don't even know your name, it does not matter You're my experimental game, just human nature It's not what good girls do, not how they should behave My head gets so confused, hard to obey I kissed a girl and I liked it The taste of her cherry chapstick I kissed a girl just to try it Hope my boyfriend don't mind it It felt so wrong, it felt so right Don't mean I'm in love tonight I kissed a girl and I liked it I liked it Us girls we are so magical Soft skin, red lips, so kissable Hard to resist, so touchable Too good to deny it Ain't no big deal, it's innocent I kissed a girl and I liked it The taste of her cherry chapstick I kissed a girl just to try it Hope my boyfriend don't mind it It felt so wrong, it felt so right Don't mean that I am in love tonight I kissed a girl and I liked it I liked it
6.
This is a requiem for a man out of time Lost in delirium and in search of a sign Wandering the endless fields, every breath may be his last Navigating carcasses of a shadowy past Ache in the bones and muscles to tear He can't do it alone if he succumbs to the fear And we're battered black and blue and it seems untrue, but the spirit lives on This sense of dread as the poison spreads but the spirit lives on We're battered black and blue, am I losing you? Gotta hold to the song A shadow waits by the trembling gates but the spirit lives on The spirit lives on This is a memory of an age with no age A handful of irony as it worships its plague A sleep so encompassing that he's never asleep A dullness inspiring as it settles beneath Ache in the bones and muscles to tear He can't do it alone if he succumbs to the fear And we're battered black and blue and it seems untrue, but the spirit lives on This sense of dread as the poison spreads but the spirit lives on We're battered black and blue, am I losing you? Gotta hold to the song A shadow waits by the trembling gates but the spirit lives on You've gotta hold on tight And don't give up the fight You're stronger than you ever could believe The body grieves, but the soul is free We're battered black and blue and it seems untrue, but the spirit lives on This sense of dread as the poison spreads but the spirit lives on We're battered black and blue, am I losing you? Gotta hold to the song A shadow waits by the trembling gates but the spirit lives on The spirit lives on The spirit lives on
7.
Just when I thought that you couldn't get any worse You took such delight in twisting the knife in my back Every day you found a new way to make me hurt But now you're gone and I'm never gonna let you back And oh my God, it's finally time You breathed your last breath, committed your last crime Goodbye forever So long, farewell Goodbye forever I'd tell you that I'll miss you but the truth is, you can go to hell

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Forged out of trying times; I found inspiration in all the artists and musicians using this moment of lockdown to make art and put a little something positive into the world. Since I am not playing out at all, and since it's been too long since I released something, I decided to make an album of home recordings of some of my absolute favorite songs to cover, released one at a time as I work on them. It's not a replacement for my next formal release, which is still in the works, but a stepping stone of sorts. It'll be a bit rough around the edges, but that's part of the charm. I hope this project will timestamp this surreal era with something I can look back on and smile.

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released March 31, 2020

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David Howard Bennington, Vermont

David Howard is a Bennington graduate who never studied music. He is also the lead singer and founder of David Howard & the Jagged Dream Team, and co-founder the bands Mystic Force and David and the Adams.

In his free time, he enjoys writing books, music, hosting and attending open mics, and making pictures.
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